I Drive Fast, I am Alone In The Night.

So I've come up with the idea that I will try to at least post once a week. The reason why it's been so hard for me to post more often is because my house doesn't have Internet so I have to go to my uncle's to get on. So,  I'm trying to write my posts out at home and then post them when I get online.

I've finally decided to take my state board so I can get a job. I'm very excited about it and hope that I will pass my first time. I'm also very excited for Halloween to come up! Halloween is one of my favourite time of the year because I actually can decorate my room without having to buy things online. I also enjoy looking at every one's costumes and visiting haunted houses!

 

 

Ah! I have shoe unboxing photos! These shoes are Jeffery Campbell Stinger Spikes from SoleStruck. They fit true to size and they make me extremely tall. So far I've been able to walk in them decently but unfortunately my short attention span because a problem and I forget what I'm wearing and fall. Darn shiny things for being so distracting. Otherwise when I concentrate I'm able to walk just fine. I did have a few spikes fall out from me falling so much but the concept to get them back in though actually getting them in can be a bit of a challenge. What you have to do is press the bottom of the spike through the hole but you have to push fairly hard. Over all though I love them to death!

 

 

This week has been a real challenge for me. Not to long ago I tried dating a boy and that only lasted for about four days. I ended up breaking up with him because I felt like he wasn't giving me enough attention. All I asked of him was to at least talk to me for five minutes everyday so I can know how he's doing and if he had a good day but I couldn't even get that. I felt bad a few days later when all my friends told me I shouldn't. So I ended up apologizing and then I told him I'd give him another chance. Not even a week later he makes me feel like crap again. I don't see why it's so hard for someone to talk to someone that they "care" about for at least five minutes. I try very hard to be nice, fair, and understanding but I feel like I get no where. All people ever want is to use me and I'm done with it. I don't want to go back to feeling like I'm beneath everybody so hopefully I can gain some inner strength and stop people from hurting me. I would like to say though that the friendships I have now are amazing ones. Also I've met a very sweet girl recently! Her name is Lexi. I'm curious as to what can happen between us.

 

 

Angel Eyes

I think I figured out things in my life and I'm becoming more organized! Thank you for sticking with me! I will be working on posting more but for now here is some random photos of me.

 

Headband and choker from CreepyYeah

 

 

 



Glamazon

Hey everyone! Sorry I've been missing for a few weeks. I just recently rekindled my friendship with one of my very good friends from high school and we've been running around having a ton of fun.

I've been trying to turn my life around because I got in a really bad rut and all the changes I've been making have really helped me out a lot. I think I'm safe to say I'm starting to actually be happy with my life. It's sometimes really hard for me to be happy because I'm a very kind person and a lot of people lately have been walking all over me. Well, I'm sorry I'm making this so short but I will be back soon! I'm still trying to straighten out my life.

Take care!!



SaltWater

Hey everyone! I actually have a lot of pictures from today. I got to go to an alligator farm, feed alligators, watch the big ones get fed, and other random wildlife that was in this zoo.

When you first walked in to the actual zoo part you saw little alligators. I really think alligators are super cute and they amaze me.

These were the first alligators that you saw when you walked into the zoo. Most of the simulated enviorments had turtles in them. I couldn't help but to be excited.

We then saw an albino alligator and I thought they were so pretty. My favourite alligator by far. They said that these gators were very rare and they only have two. By the way, this gator farm had every gator type in the world.

This farm also had different types of birds. Here is a too can.

They had an area where you could feed gators little pellets. Many different gators came swarming in.

There was also some gators laying down just waiting for something to happen. It's funny how still they can be. Gators will eat pretty much anything from insects to animals.

We also got to see some alligators get fed. They were so big. By the way..My camera has a really good zoom. Hahaha. I don't think I would want to actually be this close to such a big gator.

The zoo also had this komodo dragon. It's my first time seeing one in real life. They resemble lizards so much in my opinion. Which by the way I also took a picture of this little baby lizard. Haha.

Then got to see this super big python. I've never seen a snake this big before.

Now this big guy, his name is Maximo..for obvious reasons. If I heard correctly someone said he was about eighty years old. His lady friend who was laying eggs was so small compared to him.

I forgot what this bird was called. I really loved the colors though.

This cute fellow is some type of squirrel.

I forgot what this snake was called but I loved the colours on his body.

They also had a salt water tank with these cute clown fish!

I thought this alligator was so cute.

Haha, another colourful bird.

A Chinese alligator!

A this amazingly cute turtle!! It was super big

My mom also got me an albino stuffed animal. I just need to figure out a name for it.

Well I'm going to end this post here because I've been trying to upload this for about three hours now. >~< The internet connection isn't so great tonight. Take Care!

To Keep Them Crawlers Out

So unfortunately I am way to pale to be at the beach. Haha. I put SPF50 on, I wasn't outside in the sun a lot, and some how I still end up looking like salami on my legs. I could barely stand from how raw they were. At least one of the days that I was on the beach I got to see wild dolphins. Applesauce.

So, I've decided that once I get back home I'm going to be buying this Sailor Cosmos figure.

If you didn't know Sailor Cosmos is one of my favourite Sailor Scouts. My mom when I was younger, made me a Sailor Cosmos outfit for Halloween once and it was amazing how close she got to the real thing. I felt so proud to be prancing around as Sailor Cosmos. Well the figure looks like this:

Just thinking about having this figure in my possession makes me absolutely thrilled. I also have a bunch of other things in mind for buying plus I STILL have to do a few reviews on some of my products I got awhile back. I really need to get everything re-organized. It would make this all so much easier to do. I don't do well when everything is cluttered and messy. It just confuses me. Haha.



Music:

 

Okay, So I know not everyone is fond of SuG but in all honesty I love them. I listen to a wide variety of music anyways and if it makes me happy or strikes some sort of emotion then I like it. Plus not to mention watching their behind the scenes of music videos is super funny to me at least.

Here is their behind the scenes for "Love Scream Party" and here is the music video.

Now Purity Ring!

I am in LOVE with this band. Every single song that they release I love.

Okay! Well I'm going to take my salami legs and try to do something tonight! Take Care!!

Dreaming On Ice Edges

So today hasn't been that much fun. Since it's been raining we haven't really gotten to go in the water at the beach. I did walk on the beach though when it finally let up but that wasn't for too long.

Now I'm just back in the condo watching Rambo: First Blood. Hahaha.

I really want to change my life around from the path it's going down. Last night I cracked again and got very upset and it sucks. I'm sorry I've been sounding like such a downer lately but I haven't had anyone to really talk to about how I feel.

I'm just so confused about everything and need someone to help me sort through it all.

I hope you all have a nice day.